I just experienced the meltdown from Hades.
This entire week was just terrible for me. Started on Monday, with a high stress load. On Wednesday night, if my dad hadn't gotten home when he did, I'd be dead now. I've had suicidal thoughts before, but I'd never thought of actually doing it.
In public I keep preaching this "tomorrow is too soon to quit" deal, and then this week I became what I hate.