I've had a nightmarish week.

[beau99]

I just experienced the meltdown from Hades.

This entire week was just terrible for me. Started on Monday, with a high stress load. On Wednesday night, if my dad hadn't gotten home when he did, I'd be dead now. I've had suicidal thoughts before, but I'd never thought of actually doing it.

In public I keep preaching this "tomorrow is too soon to quit" deal, and then this week I became what I hate.

[Sophist]

:(

**hugs beau**

I hope next week is a little better.

[odeon]

No fun. I hope you're feeling better now.

[Aspen]

How are you feeling now, Beau?

[beau99]

I'm feeling a little better right now, but not much.

Mom and dad have joint custody of my brother until he's 18 (which will be next October). Him being here this weekend isn't helping.